My life is 365 Days

Day 53, March 25, 2012

Sun, 25 Mar 2012 21:15:48 -0400

If you didn’t have an age, how old would you think you were?

I don’t know. Older than 18, definetly. I’d say 23-25. I’m still young and want to have fun but I don’t find fun in what most people my age do. I’m more at that stage where chilling at home doing something lowkey is fun for me. Wild nights are rare and far between.

Day 52, March 24, 2012

Sun, 25 Mar 2012 21:12:58 -0400

What is the most inspirational thing you’ve ever heard?

Be yourself. Not much but it inspires me because it’s true. So many people are afraid to be the people they actually are.

Day 51, March 23, 2012

Fri, 23 Mar 2012 21:16:28 -0400

Describe your future wedding.

It doesn’t exist. No marriage for me.

Day 50, March 22, 2012

Fri, 23 Mar 2012 21:15:28 -0400

Why you are doing this challenge?

To see the progression I make in a year.

Day 49, March 21, 2012

Fri, 23 Mar 2012 21:14:34 -0400

Are you a lover or a fighter?

I’m a thinker. An over thinker but a thinker.

Day 48, March 20, 2012

Fri, 23 Mar 2012 21:13:32 -0400

Your life story in three words:

Still being written.

Day 47, March 19, 2012

Fri, 23 Mar 2012 21:12:09 -0400

Is the truth always good to hear, why or why not?

Yes, they say the truth hurts more than lies but truth is lies hurt more than the truth because being lied to just means you weren’t worth being honest to.

Day 46, March 18, 2012

Fri, 23 Mar 2012 21:10:37 -0400

What makes you smile?

Waking up to my grandparents everyday
Lily
Making others smile
Being there for people

Day 45, March 17, 2012

Fri, 23 Mar 2012 21:09:08 -0400

When was the last time you tried something new?

Lately I’ve been trying this thing called ‘opening up’ I’ve never done before. I’ve always kept parts of myself a secret because everyone leaves in the end anyways. But I’m tryinf not to put the doubts of my past on people who seem to genuinely want to be there for me. I just hope they mean that. My new thing though is being vulnerable.

Day 44, March 16, 2012

Fri, 23 Mar 2012 21:06:28 -0400

When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just do what you know is right?

Always. The phrase “you only live once” seems so funny and played out but it’s the truth. Thinking of the consequences of your actions only holds you back from living a full life.

Day 43, March 15, 2012

Fri, 23 Mar 2012 21:04:33 -0400

Is it possible to lie without saying a word?

Yes, a simple look can hold a whole lie.

Day 42, March 14, 2012

Fri, 23 Mar 2012 21:03:15 -0400

Your best friend just died, what is your reaction:

I honestly don’t know. I don’t cry or go crazy when people die. Not even ones I was close with. I’m just…quiet. I sit there like a mute and I hide inside myself. If my best friend died? I’d probably never come out of myself.

Day 41, March 13, 2012

Tue, 13 Mar 2012 09:22:00 -0400

Write a letter to yourself stating all the things you love about yourself:

Dear Joanna,

You are a beautiful girl with an amazing personality. With the ability to make anyone laugh with just a few simple words or a look and a kind heart that has nothing but good intentions I know that you’ll make it. It might be a struggle but your determination to prove all those who doubt you wrong is stronger than the things fighting against you. With faith, hope and ambition you can make anything happy. I know it’s been a struggle but you’ve changed your ways for the better and I can see that you’re trying to correct everything that went wrong or at least make up for it. Keep on laughing.

From,

yourself.

Day 40, March 12, 2012

Mon, 12 Mar 2012 01:03:00 -0400

What are features you get complimented on a lot:

My personality and my eyes. Oh and my stomach.

Day 39, March 11, 2012

Sun, 11 Mar 2012 03:38:00 -0400

Why you think you’ve learned more from the good or the bad?

I’ve learned a lot from both the good and the bad. Why do I think I’ve learned from it? I didn’t at first. I was one of those stubborn people who knew what mistakes I made but refused to make the necsary changes to avoid making those same mistakes once again. However, once I finally did open up my eyes to my own blinded naive-ness I accepted the lessons and did everything that I had to do to become a better person. It isn’t much but I hope everyone realizes the changes and the effort that I put into becoming who I am today.

Day 38, Match 10, 2012

Sun, 11 Mar 2012 03:35:09 -0400

Thoughts on your generation:

My generation is fucked. We do everything backwards and we’re laced with ignorance. We smoke. We drink. We fuck. We go wild. I would of loved to live in a generation before me where no one judged and where you could have fun without the drama that my generation seems to be plagued with. I, sometimes, wish my generation would grow up and work to prove to everyone that we aren’t the messed up generation but that’s impossible. I guess I shall rise above the grain.

Day 37, March 9, 2012

Fri, 09 Mar 2012 23:40:48 -0500

Who are you?

I’m Joanna. A misnderstood teenager just trying to find some happiness in this world and doing everything that I can to not be like the person who gave birth to me. I’m striving to make it in this world and I’m hoping my amibition will take me to where I want to be. I’m loud. I’m sarcastic. I’m funny. A bit neurotic. I don’t make sense to those around me. I’m not perfect. I make mistakes but I learn from them. I accept my faults. I love myself for who I am. I’m just me.

Day 36, March 8, 2012

Thu, 08 Mar 2012 00:00:06 -0500

What you think about your friends:

They’ll probably be offended by what I’m going to say but I can’t help it. I don’t trust them. Not one single one of them do I fully trust. If even at all. Why? Because of things done to me and certain behaviors that I’ve noticed within them. I love them to death but in the back of my mind I know that I need to watch myself and the things that I say to them. Some have loyalties elsewhere, some do questionable shit. They are amazing people in their own ways and they all have qualities that make them unique. I’ve just found myself more careful around them because I’ve noticed that they either don’t understand me and the things I do or they are quick to jmp at certain conclusions and talk shit.

Day 35, March 7, 2012

Wed, 07 Mar 2012 00:00:05 -0500

Words you live by, why do you like them:

Three words about life: It goes on.

I like these because it is very accurate. You’ll go through situations in life that’ll tear you down and break you but the most important part is that you don’t let it destroy you. That you stand up and continue with your life stronger than ever.

Day 34, March 6, 2012

Tue, 06 Mar 2012 18:32:07 -0500

Your horoscope for today and whether you think it’s accurate:

A boss or another authority figure could cause you some big problems today, and you may have to put your personal life on hold for a few days to deal with them. The good news is that this interruption in your regularly scheduled programming will be an enjoyable change. This is your time to shine brightly and promote yourself to people in power as the star you are. This is not an inconvenience; it is an open door.

Yes and no. I don’t really believe in horoscopes. I play around with them but I never truly believe them and I don’t let them dictate my life. However, I’ll play along with this. It’s accurate because as I begin to work my social life or lack thereof is going down the drain and I don’t have a problem with that. It isn’t a problem for me. I’m happy to be working. I’m happy that my time is occupied with something so important rather than me dealing with the eeryday idiots I used to.